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Sunday, December 27, 2009Y
It has been a while, but I gotta let out what has been on mind..

I'm so pissed at the fact that my feelings for him goes back and forth. It's really annoying! I mean why do I like him? Is it because I know that he won't hurt like others have and that he love me for who I am? I don't know! But then, it feels like I'm desperate for him, for which I am not...I want him, but I can't. It depends if he feels the same way like I do. I've dated guys that liked me back, but they liked me first. But, honestly, to me,this is kind of different to what I had expected. He seems to be more independent. Usually when I talk to a guy, I know they're interesting, but when I talk to him, it feels different. I guess I have got to get used to him right? I mean, not all guys are the same.I may know I'm too young to know and care about this, but I can't help it.!Everybody has those times right? When you have no Idea what's on your mind, whatsoever. I don't know what to do anymore. I get emotional (because of him) because you know why? In my mind, I always say to myself, 'I think he doesn't like me. Is it because I'm not interesting? Or is it because of...age difference?'' I don't know. Kinda silly isn't?





Anyway, on the positive side of this, he makes happy, really happy. I love it when he starts the conversation on msn - shows that he really wants to talk me! (Well, that's how I would think of it - wouldn't know how he would).

He also makes me smile right in front of the computer...how embarrassing is that! I remember that day when I met him again after 1-2 years, my heart dropped to the bottom of my stomach. To me, it was definitely a crush. The funny thing is, my brother caught him staring at me the for more than 3 seconds( believe me, he did quite a few times, haha). Oh, I gushed when my brother told me - and my brother thought I was weirdddd! Well, who wouldn't think I'm weird? 'Cause I am. 



This will be referred to him.

You may not read what I am going to type down write now, but what I want to say that,

I really like you a lot (With the initials A.L). I don't know if you would feel the same, but I hope you do. I have this good feeling that I know, you and I would work this relationship out pretty well. That's how I feel about it. But the thing is, I don't want anything to come between right now. I don't think we're ready as we're still young and I would know that you and I wouldn't know what to do. If only I had the guts to say this to you right now....

There a things I want to let you know why I started liking you at that time:
1. You're sweet
2. Whenever you talk to me, I feel happy
3. That time when you came to me and started talking to me, I was saying to myself, 'Yes, he's finally talking to me). I was waiting for you to make the first move, haha =_=.
4. You're a lovely and kind person
5. There's something unique about you. I'm following my heart - not my head.
6. I can't stop thinking about you everyday and night.
7. And one last thing is that......I really really like you!

I hope you understand why I have these feelings for you and that you would not think this is a joke, because it's not.

Well, that's all I've got to say now. Bye!


I wonder - if he ever was thinking about me, if he ever wanted to say something but couldn't. But most of all, if he ever would fall for me. - Quoted by Me. (No copyright infringement intended).

Love, Kim.

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Friday, December 25, 2009Y
MERRY CHRISTMASSS ! (:<3

MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL ! <3
Hope you all had a happy, happy dayy ! ^^ . 
tehehe :D .
had a fun time todayy ! .
well , todayy .;

Cleaned the house !  ; my 2nd cousin + grandma is coming over ! (yesh, asians needa be clean for our guests!) (:
hahah , 
then went CABRA ! , got Yen(cousin's name) a present rom Morning Glory! sooo cute there ^^ .
after waited for mummy for like.. 20mins for the cake! D: well its christmas! the cake shops are fully ganna be busy anyway ! xDD . hehe .(:
thenthen , drove Yen+Grandma to our place , andand started to do random stuff !
We karaoked alot ^^ !   ;   omggg .. mummy made us all full wen we ate..T__T" was about to explode @___@ !
hahhah ~! 
then all of us watched TV ! Deal or No Deal + News (: . xDDD .
THEEEEENNNN ~! PRESENT TIMEE ! AND YOU ARE GANNA LOVE THIS PARTT ! (well i did ) :] ! xDD .
hahaha ! everyone opened their presenttt ! everyone opened theirs before me @___@"!
I opened the wrapping and found YUMYUM INSTANT NOODLES BOX !!!! FML!
Everyone laughed and i gave it a hug T__T' thoguh i laughed too! XDD .
then i got scissors , opened the sticky thingyyy , and expected instant noodles .
it appears that.. IT WAS A OROTON HAND BAGG ! O.O'
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG ~! got fooled by my mummy :L ! xDDD.
it was hilariouss !! everyone laugheddd ! 
the bag was pretttttyyyyyy ! ^^ ; hahha ! after took pix with the Christmas Tree ~ :D

well, Yen, and Grandma went home after a awesome laugh ! h
he ^^ 
Now im blogging and tlking to Tommy on MSN :L . hahah .
cya~!

Cindyy~<3

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Saturday, December 19, 2009Y
A NEW DISCOVERY ! <3

WOO ! Made a New Discovery :D while talking to Kim :L .
 Our Birthdayys .

o1/o8       2o/12        11/o1          22/o2
Chi(KC)   Kim(K)     Saryna(S)    Cindy(C)

S & C have the same numbers in dates/month :D

(K) & (S) & (C) have only the numbers 0,1,2 in them :D

Add numbers of 
(K) = 2+0+1+2 = 5
(S) = 1+1+0+1 = 3
5 + 3 = 8 (KC's Month number) (:

trying to think of more...


Cindyy <3

 

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Saturday, December 12, 2009Y
laa , so tired @________@

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ~! just came back from saryna's place :D
hehe, went for 8hrs today.. omg D:
kim&chi didnt come ): ): ): wish they did D:
well, anywayys ..
went to saryna's house bout 8:30am ish? LOL, (early i know o-o)
chat for a bit then went villawood station xDD .
then ended up going parramatta :D !
went borders and ordered saryna's tarot cards! woo ^^ .
after that hm.. walked around ,
then decided to go liverpool :P . damn ticket machines gobbling tickets >.>
grr D:
well we went livo , DDR ! woo ! omg! the machine was soo awesome!
the mat was completely different , and the screen ~ woah!
it was awesomeee ^^ . 
except our feet hurt and got burnt in the sun =='

and later, gloria jeans of course xDD . hehe (:
After, went to amf :] , met tommy&colin .
felt weird at first D:
oh wells .
me and saryna had a blast  , accidently swiping the card 4 times .. 8dollar gone O.o..
sorry colin ^-^'...
well DDR was hectic :D !
and owned tommy in TEKKEN (: .WOOOO !
mwahaha . then again. didnt tlk to him much todayys . gamer fweakk 8D .
oh wells , it couldnt be helped. anywayys . went back to saryna's place ,
talked for a long whilee hehehe ^^ .
then yeahhhh it was good :] /
felt weird without kim.. D:
and wheres chi these dayys.. no outing with her often .pffft ! D:
 thenthen
went homeeeee . andandandand here i am 8) . cant go on msn.. mummy angry that im blogging =='
laa ~ havent blogged in AGES ! but its fun once in a while ^^ .
hehe (: . 


signing out !
Cindyyy. :P<3



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